Beautiful Creature



People start asking 'Tirah, mana kau jumpa dia?'
'Tirah, macam mana kau kenal dia?'
'Tirah, kenapa kau pilih dia? Dia tu kan muda dari kau..'

So macam biasa mulut manusia tu memang tak boleh nak tutup, ikutkan hati dah lama aku stapler2kan mulut dorang tu.. Tapi takpe sebab aku suka sangat orang tanya mcm tu.. Soalan2 macam tu buat aku lagi rindu kat dia.. Rindu sangat..  :')  Since long distance relationship memang gitu lah jawabnya.. Saling merindu, saling bertanya khabar, saling bertukar cerita pasal diri masing2.. So it's different feeling ever.. So nak kenal tak siapa dia ni? Mestilah nak, kan? Siapa je tak nak kenal orang baru.. LETS GET INTO AKIF ALAUDDIN !! Haiyak!!~ hehehehe

Dia ni sebenarnya dah lama usya aku hahaha aku pun taktau.. Dari mula2 dia nampak aku, kononnya 'cinta pandang pertama' kekekeke.. entah betul entah tak.. Tapi aku keep going je sebab nak see the real game whether lose or win.. 

He's gorgeous..
Everytime look into his eyes, feel like I'm flying through the sky and feel like my world stops..
We start counting stars but I choose him to stare at..
Such leaves, I pick and keep them safely in a jar.. Jyeahh, I found it's hard to throw them away seems I love it.. Love to smell, to feel, to hold it tight, to stare at, to watch the veins through it..
He's such incredible, wonderful, beautiful creature of entire life.. 
Special gift from Allah that want me to be strong as I feel down, want me to paint his life, want me to be grateful of what I have, want me to hold him tightly..
His cuddle like the moon and the sun, like the day and the night ; that will never be apart..

31/7 was the beginning ; his first sight on me
17/10 was getting know I have a guy that crush on me
25/10 was our first ever date and I remember that I was very happy for having him.. 
5/12 get enclosure when we ate the same plate, you picked out some for me and you said you start in love with my family.. yey !! 
I know you're happy when we are together, getting closer..
Knowing each other, asking what's your fav and what's mine..
We got lots of the same fav!

You're sincerely accept me for who I am and I don't want you change even once..
Keep playing League Of Legends and League Of Stickman 24/7 but still chatting with me, watching Memori Cinta Suraya and staring at me when I look so mess but keep saying that 'Awak cantiklah..Cantik sangat..' 

Babe, tak pernah tak buat sy blushing kan? Dari mula2 kenal sampailah sekarang tak lekang perangai tu dari awak.. Just wanna say there's no guy that I will love like I love you..

I love everything about you.. your smiles, your jokes, your sneeze, the way you eat, the way you treat kids, the way you look at me, the way you getting sulk.. Rasa macam nak sepak2 tau tak?? hahaha takpe saya masih sayang awak.. We are perfect together,sayang.. Just don't lose the hopes..ever.. I wanna go future with you, only you... forever.. Pls don't have somebody waiting on you.. Just me..

'Saya nak awak yang terakhir dalam hidup saya' 

I hope this could be the best ever love story in our life..
I hope our love will be last till a real marriage..

Done 1st sem !

So lets start blogging again HAHAHAHAHA just for weeks only lepas tu kene masuk matrik balik.
Six months being at matrik alike a hell for me hm but Alhamdulillah i still survive till today and for the next sem.. InsyaAllah.. pray for me okay? 6 months for a fast track study (+-10 chapters per subject) for budak tak berapa cepat catch up macam aku ni tbh memang perit.. Nobody survives there without tears. 24/7 learning, tuto menimbun, lab report kene hantar by 3 days after experiments. But yeah, from the bottom of heart, studying is the best thing to do than working. Stressful of studying is not intense instead of working.. So those yang SPM candidates, make a good choice okay?? hahahahhaha bukan nak halang amek matrik but think wisely.. udah pun namanye fast track lagi2 budak satu tahun kan.. kalau dua tahun, better sikit.. srs aku nengok member aku lek2 je but soalan pspm dorang susah sikitlah.. its very challenging sebab berlawan dgn sikap malas kat diri tu XD
yeah aku masih percaya bahawa ini rezeki Allah.. Semoga aku lepas untuk sem dua.. doakan aku ye :)  Aaaminn doakan aku dapat teruskan minat aku untuk degree nanti. Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan aku, ummi ayah, keluarga aku dan kau yang baca ni πŸ’“

A beautiful tripπŸ’•

I have seen this kinda long distance relationship which haven't seen for a long time and miles away. Watching on youtube, googling, blogwalking about how to manage the long distance relationship and finally  I decided to visit him. It just my desire. It just me not anybody else. Nobody forces me to do so. On 25th May 2017, aku drive dari Senawang πŸ‘‰ Batu Pahat πŸ‘‰ Ulu Tiram,Johor Bahru by my ownself and with my only self 3hours without take a break. kalau ade pun, isi minyak kat Yong Peng.
Glad to see him smiled after seeing me drove little kancil through the highway which i've been lost there and asked people how to get to KVBP. Just a relieved after seeing him excited saw me. He ran towards me and said "Weh pehal kau datang sini?? Mak ayah kau tahu tak ni weh??" and he kept on repeated those sentences. Hahahaha he's so cute.. It was the best experience beeing by my own and i cant still believe that i've done it. I might be nuts but you know what, sometimes you just need someone who knows all about you without telling them a thing and i admit it that I'm lonely here and I keep a lot of secrets that nobody knows. And i'm tiring keeping those, need beeing alone without old folks just for a second. and listen to me a second. listen to my opinion not avoiding it. just listen to me.
Here are the memories that created between me and my Akif on 25/5/2017-29/5/2017. Thank you for everyone who treats me well there especially Akif's family πŸ₯πŸ’• We celebrated the first ramadhan and went to masjid for perform our first 1438H ramadhan's terawih. Thanks for treat me like princess, take care of me with love, holding me well when i get nuts, looking through my eyes with a spark of love. Maybe we could fight over a little thing, maybe just teasing and i miss those teases 😒.. I miss when you looking through my eyes.. I miss everything about us.. I miss your sibs, suka sangat jumpa dorang.. Masa last day, i still remember Adlina hugged me and I asked her "Eh kenape peluk2 ni?" She said "yelah nanti lamaaaaaaa tak jumpa" guess what, aku tak sedar pun air mata aku mengalir mase tu. πŸ˜‚ I really miss everything