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Hari ni(12/12/2016) genap tiga minggu aku denggi.. Platlet yg sepatutnya 400++ , aku nya cuma 100+ itupun lepas discharged hosp. hari tu.. Dari 187 ke 175 ke 124 ke 97 ke 87 ke 71..
Aku taktau kenape aku nangis mase doc. kata aku patutnya kene warded, aku rase sebab aku taknak ummi ayah risau,orang2 yg sayang aku risaukan aku, and most importantly aku memang taknak susahkan sesape.. But hari ni, sakit ni datang balik.. Terase sangat macam platlet tu makin kurang dan telinga n gusi aku berdarah..Perut pun dah start sakit balik, idklah sebab gastrik ke apa sebab aku memang ade gastrik tapi pukul 10 tadi kiteorg dah makan dah, so cem pelik..hm its a bad feeling but aku taknak ummi ayah or family aku tau.. Malas nak susahkan dorang..lagipun pepagi esok(12/12/2016) nak gi Melaka, so better takyah spoiltkan happening mood tu en😂 hahahahaha 13/12/2016 pulak ummi ayah gi umrah.. weeee bestlah dorang en..this year ramai yg buat umrah, so hopefully semua dapat umrah yg mabrur..Insya-Allah.. Aaminn..
Ya, for certain things hm I just in love with someone that i wish i could spend my lifetime with but hm family matters.. it hurts but i'll be always missing him(my bby boo)
Dear followers and peeps, aku mintak maaf if selama ni ade terpakai bahasa kasar ke cakap buruk ke..who knows en esok2 aku dah takde hahahahaha😂 just forgive me eh? thankssss a lot..😊 I'm feeling weak than ever..hm im just so sorry
Pipipipipipi💞
Him 3❤
He grabbed my hand and lead me first..
He cuddled me and lifted my feet off the ground..
Spinning me around, I giggling laughed..
I looked into his eyes
I saw my future with him..
Awww bby, I wanna live with youu
Down the boat, my heartbeats became faster than ever.. Just like they wanted to tell me that something bad could happen
I told you that I had bad guts on this ride..
"Sweetheart, pls don't think that matters so.. I'm here for you..Hold my hands, I will be always your keeper"
Yet, I still shaking in freeze..
The boat started its engine,
The solenoid transferred it electrons via magnetic power
Magnetic power became so stronger
Keep continuously connecting and cut down the flux
The boat started rowing through the waves
At a quarter of rowing,the reddish dawn sky turned black like a perfect storm
The beauty of nature became the scariest monster I've ever seen
The thunder showed its lightning
I was so afraid with light
i hate lights, in love with darkness
"Don't be afraid,darling.. there's nothing to fear as long as I'm by your sides"
in sudden, i sat on him 😂
"haih this gal..Nasib baik sayang" he gave a sighed
hahaha sorry,babe.. I'm just too afraid of lights
Droplets of rain were filling up the boat
People started to put on worries
And so do us
He held my hands tightly and hug me like there was no other thing that could break us apart
"Bby, whatsoever happened, pls remember that I will always love you.. There's no guy that I love like I love you.. You are always my bby boo💞"
My heart beats as fast as my erythrocytes collaborated with the hemoglobins, my cardiovascular tissues pumped my heart so hard..
I opened up my eyes,
in my hazel eyes I saw.. a big wave came over our boat and crashed all the passengers
I remembered how tight you held my hands but now,
I lost the palm which used to slap me with teases
The grab of his hands was slowly weaker
I was bare can breath and swam
Water filled up my lungs,
the oxygen in my soul was decreasing,
Bby, where r youuuuu????💧😢
To be continued..
He cuddled me and lifted my feet off the ground..
Spinning me around, I giggling laughed..
I looked into his eyes
I saw my future with him..
Awww bby, I wanna live with youu
Down the boat, my heartbeats became faster than ever.. Just like they wanted to tell me that something bad could happen
I told you that I had bad guts on this ride..
"Sweetheart, pls don't think that matters so.. I'm here for you..Hold my hands, I will be always your keeper"
Yet, I still shaking in freeze..
The boat started its engine,
The solenoid transferred it electrons via magnetic power
Magnetic power became so stronger
Keep continuously connecting and cut down the flux
The boat started rowing through the waves
At a quarter of rowing,the reddish dawn sky turned black like a perfect storm
The beauty of nature became the scariest monster I've ever seen
The thunder showed its lightning
I was so afraid with light
i hate lights, in love with darkness
"Don't be afraid,darling.. there's nothing to fear as long as I'm by your sides"
in sudden, i sat on him 😂
"haih this gal..Nasib baik sayang" he gave a sighed
hahaha sorry,babe.. I'm just too afraid of lights
Droplets of rain were filling up the boat
People started to put on worries
And so do us
He held my hands tightly and hug me like there was no other thing that could break us apart
"Bby, whatsoever happened, pls remember that I will always love you.. There's no guy that I love like I love you.. You are always my bby boo💞"
My heart beats as fast as my erythrocytes collaborated with the hemoglobins, my cardiovascular tissues pumped my heart so hard..
I opened up my eyes,
in my hazel eyes I saw.. a big wave came over our boat and crashed all the passengers
I remembered how tight you held my hands but now,
I lost the palm which used to slap me with teases
The grab of his hands was slowly weaker
I was bare can breath and swam
Water filled up my lungs,
the oxygen in my soul was decreasing,
Bby, where r youuuuu????💧😢
To be continued..
Him 2 ❤
This is the second part..
I chucky laughed, he loved seeing me happy
He kept holding my hand like there's no a thing could break us apart
I made tiramisu, and hoped he like it!
He seemed to like it
Just a quarter, for me HAHAHAHAHA
He is a huge eater so that's why i called him 'gemok' , 'buncet'
And me, a little eater..
so it's completing both of us
I saw a shining light in his eyes when he stared
His complexion of skin turned reddish as the dusk was showing up
Awww sorry bby..
I'm not pretty as you wished for,
I'm just tanned skin
Broken smiles
yet I still love you
Idk how to forget all things about us when you are the only one who knows me..
though, you changed me
I tried so hard to be as you wished for..
My dress, the way I talk
I started being clingy,
Just for you
I will never be like those before,
You changed me
Yeah, you changed me
Into the new life of trying to be happy with you
Into a life full of tricky happiness
Things started to shatter me
As usual,
Your tricky fingers
Your sweetest of each riddle that you pronounced
Your accent tongue made me influenced too
My speech hardly broke myself
In the end,
I became so wild but still seemed so innocent
I still fall for you today, at this moment
I've learned a lot since with you
Cry and cry
Tears over tears
Somehow I try to smile every day
Just wanna feel happy for having myself
Ties that untied slowly between us
You're so busy, I need your attention more. Hm
I guessed that was my mistake
I'm so sorry for breaking your heart,
Would you give me another chance? I hope you will. :')
To be your forever love
I'm not smart enough to your read war strategies
We broke up and left the memories into pieces of dandelion as you blew it slowly
Because of family, we knew each other
Because of family, we are strangers
And I saw your figure walk down towards the boat alone,
Trying to catch you,
Millions of step forward that I took,
Trillions you went far away,
I closed my eyes
Let the wind play its rhythm
through the cochlea, it still gracefully
I wished my soul closed to you
To me, you are my everything
Opened up slowly my eyelids
beside me was my fav Korean guy! 😍
It was youuuu
My bby boo❤
I guessed it was only a dream
A nightmare in daylight
Did not realize how much tones of my tears I had burst out
"I'm afraid of losing you again..I don't want to lose you..Bby, pls don't go away..I need you"
were the only words that I spoke then, cried
I could win drama awards for saying that
He hugged me tightly, pickled up my nose
And said "Don't worry, I have nowhere to go.. I could be paralyzed by hugging you like this"
I gave a sight
He always being annoyed but still adorable
I curled up my hands through his neck
Lead my head on his chest,
His warmness made me feel safe and sound
Just a short sight towards him
yet he still stared at me for 10 mins
I saw a shiny love for me in his gorgeous eyes
I trust him for the whole of my heart❤
To be continued..
With love❤
I chucky laughed, he loved seeing me happy
He kept holding my hand like there's no a thing could break us apart
I made tiramisu, and hoped he like it!
He seemed to like it
Just a quarter, for me HAHAHAHAHA
He is a huge eater so that's why i called him 'gemok' , 'buncet'
And me, a little eater..
so it's completing both of us
I saw a shining light in his eyes when he stared
His complexion of skin turned reddish as the dusk was showing up
Awww sorry bby..
I'm not pretty as you wished for,
I'm just tanned skin
Broken smiles
yet I still love you
Idk how to forget all things about us when you are the only one who knows me..
though, you changed me
I tried so hard to be as you wished for..
My dress, the way I talk
I started being clingy,
Just for you
I will never be like those before,
You changed me
Yeah, you changed me
Into the new life of trying to be happy with you
Into a life full of tricky happiness
Things started to shatter me
As usual,
Your tricky fingers
Your sweetest of each riddle that you pronounced
Your accent tongue made me influenced too
My speech hardly broke myself
In the end,
I became so wild but still seemed so innocent
I still fall for you today, at this moment
I've learned a lot since with you
Cry and cry
Tears over tears
Somehow I try to smile every day
Just wanna feel happy for having myself
Ties that untied slowly between us
You're so busy, I need your attention more. Hm
I guessed that was my mistake
I'm so sorry for breaking your heart,
Would you give me another chance? I hope you will. :')
To be your forever love
I'm not smart enough to your read war strategies
We broke up and left the memories into pieces of dandelion as you blew it slowly
Because of family, we knew each other
Because of family, we are strangers
And I saw your figure walk down towards the boat alone,
Trying to catch you,
Millions of step forward that I took,
Trillions you went far away,
I closed my eyes
Let the wind play its rhythm
through the cochlea, it still gracefully
I wished my soul closed to you
To me, you are my everything
Opened up slowly my eyelids
beside me was my fav Korean guy! 😍
It was youuuu
My bby boo❤
I guessed it was only a dream
A nightmare in daylight
Did not realize how much tones of my tears I had burst out
"I'm afraid of losing you again..I don't want to lose you..Bby, pls don't go away..I need you"
were the only words that I spoke then, cried
I could win drama awards for saying that
He hugged me tightly, pickled up my nose
And said "Don't worry, I have nowhere to go.. I could be paralyzed by hugging you like this"
I gave a sight
He always being annoyed but still adorable
I curled up my hands through his neck
Lead my head on his chest,
His warmness made me feel safe and sound
Just a short sight towards him
yet he still stared at me for 10 mins
I saw a shiny love for me in his gorgeous eyes
I trust him for the whole of my heart❤
To be continued..
With love❤
Backbone
Idk why lately, pinggang or tulang belakang aku ni makin sakit..
ya memang aku suka study duduk kat bawah lantai beralaskan karpet..
one day, aku lepas study nak ke dapur
Dan "Krackkk" hahahaha was memorable and terrified feeling ever
Berbunyi tulang ni just like amazed me at a moment
2 more weeks, 3 subjects, 9 papers!💪
الله يفتح عليكم!
Lepas tu dah freedommmmm!🙆
With love💕
Talk and talk
Assalamualaikum.. So today last paper for this week was Sejarah kertas 3..Alhamdulillah everything went so fine..just shaking hands je hahhahahahaha XD
Biasalah 3jam menulis, bergetar beb tangan..
But takpelah akhir tahun belajar en..
Hari ni aku bincangkan pasal benda yg laki pandang remeh tapi bagi perempuan, benda ni paling penting.. Well we gonna talk about
"P E R A S A A N."
For guys, tht feelings dont mean a important thing to them..
But for the gals, maybe different thing could happened.. for them, their hearts and feeling are more important..
Here, aku boleh ckp pasal budak perempuan.. Ha ya, aku perempuan..but for kiddo, they usually want attention from guys, feeling want to be loved from someone else..
For example, aku boleh bagi satu situation yg mane dak2 perempuan akan bagi to get more attention from you yang mana dorang akan ajak korang study sesama @ mintak korang ajar sampai berhari2.. this situation boleh nampak dgn jelas sangat kat Glory menjelang nak spm..
Ya Allah geli geliman aku tengok dorang ngada2 dgn budak laki..
Hey gals, bila korang buat cmtu pun sebab nak attention from guys, hey plslah menggelikan tau tak????? dan jaranglah guys tu nak sangkut kat korang.. Because the true man tak suka pun perempuan yg gedik2..
Entahlah pada pandangan aku,gedik tu melambangkan kau nak attention dan memerlukan kasih sayang but is it your parents give enough love to you?????
Ask yourself.
Selalunya bila jadi situation yg aku ckp tadi tu, haa ya just fikir positif, maybe korang nak study,nak cepat faham..but benda ni boleh jejaskan diri kau sebab kau akan menaruh harapan..nak2 lagi orang tu crush yg kau berharap bertahun lamanye.. Lagi satu,bila study sesame tu mesti nak dekat2.. jap lagi kang,
"Eh2 ! sorry terpegang tangan awak!"
"Eh terpegang pulak! sorry! "
walhal, bende tu lah kau nak jadi.. NAFSU beb NAFSU.. everyone have it esp. guys 😌
Nak fall in love kononnye but sebenarnya dak laki ni pulak they have a lots of agenda dan sebenarnya eventhough dorang layan ramai perempuan, dorang tetap sayangkan yg satu je.. Satu yg dorang yakin yang baik, yang sempurna pada mata dorang, yang sesuai jadi isteri, yang muncul dalam istikharah, yang memang menantu pilihan..
For guys pulak..
Korang janganlah sesuka hati je nak tolong perempuan unless kalau betul2 emergency cthnya mcm dia nak mati ke cedera ke..
Just fikir logik,
Macamlah takde dak perempuan lain yg dia boleh mintak tolong ajar, yang nak study sesama.. Just think it wisely! Hahahhahahahahahaha baru aku sedar.. lelaki pun patutnya jaga diri korang tu..jangan sampai orang ckp korang ni murah and so do perempuan..kau rapat2 dgn semua perempuan/lelaki , mana taknye orang ckp kau murah..gelak2 pastu bagi fake hope.. HAMPEH! srsly HAMPEH!
Mentang2 kau hot and then, kau rasa kau boleh buat semua including mainkan perasaan orang.. hahahahahhaaha kau silap!
Plslah behave.. takde orang akan respect korang kalau korang buat cmtu eventhough korang pandai nak mampus but dengan manner yg centu..hmm jangan harap!
Nak2 lagi perempuan ni akan lebih cepat utk suka seseorang dan lelaki pulak amek kesempatan. hah! habislah..
Kk gtg.. Assalamualaikum and please muhasabah diri.. prayforme 😊
With love💕
RedRidingHood's snoooping
hi assalamualaikum ! well eventually this is my preng's blog 😆 HAHA i dong kei . rait lemme tell you guys about AthirahRoshaizi or nutyra or nutella . this girl is my truly beloved pwengs . she just like the oldies on 20 century . HAHA AGAIN . aku pun pelik gak dengan tino ni . she just cannot move on easily . well maybe sbb akif tu help her move on from ady the jerk . hm . tyra .. i wanna tell you something . losing someone you love doesnt means that you have to sacrifice your whole life . babe .. just be cool and take care of yourself . no need to care about the whole thing . just think about your future okay . bittaufiq wannajah ya ukhti ! saranghae 😁
Real life
Assalamualaikum, peeps!
Alhamdulillah, Allah masih beri kita peluang utk teruskan hidup :D
Nafas yg Allah beri ni absolutely kene hargai sesangat b4 its too late to do everything..
If rase nak hargai orang, tunjukkanlah ke-caring-an tu..barulah ppl boleh kamching dgn awok tu kan? kan? HAHAHAHAHAHA
So... today, srsly a hectic day.. Oh ya, today aku rase mcm acah sesangat.. yelah, kononnya nak puasa sunat hari Syura. At the end, terpaksa buka sebab rase tak larat sesangat..
Fyi, its abt 3 days or less aku tak makan nasi. Depression punya pasallah! haih tu yg lemah semacam badan.. Tak dayo nak buek papo, nak study pun masuk kanan keluar kiri.
Tapi rasenya dah okay dah kot..just segan sebab pimples ni dok camping lelama kat dahi tu dah kenape? XD
Jadi segan nak jumpa orang, nak selfie pun malu sebab jerawat lagi menyerlah dr senyuman hahahaha any suggestion for skincare? pls??
Actually, jerawat ni mula naik sebab aku nak try test satu produk korea ni.. just nak pakai toner je
Haa kau sekali mcm jalan tar daaa~ pastu dah stop pakai bende alah tu.. Then, pegi try pulak toner Nano White.. Guess what?? Dia naik balik :') Rajin betul pimples ni en.. Kan bagus kalau tuan dia pun rajin gitu.. now dah stop pakai kejadah toner tu semua.. sakit je hati ni.
Cukuplah dgn ayaq semayang ja kan? hahaha
Btw, dak2 pt3.. pt3 susah tau hahahahaha Do the best..banggakan mak ayah.. at least nanti hengko dapat aliran yg kau nak nanti..even orang cuba jatuhkan kau, just ingat kau kene buat yg terbaik utk diri kau. Bukannya utk sesape. Untuk diri kau. In future, kau hidup sendiri. Kene survive sendiri. Mak ayah cuma tunjukkan arah dan kau kene usaha utk bergerak..
kk gerak lu.. bubyeeeeeee Assalamualaikum.
Prayforme.. SPM is around the corner dah ni.. kuatkanlah aku utk study.. All the best.. Fightinggg!
Do I ... ?
Kadang2 tertanya juga,
'Do him happy with me?'
'Do I ready to be something to someone?'
'Do I perfect enough to make him happy?'
'Do I deserve this?'
'Do I worth of this?'
Still questioned those... I wish I could read his mind and his heart..
Him❤
That evening I should take a boat for a way back home,
The queue is usually full and a grumble of people hanging up there, but not that day
The bides of fans, I could hear the swing of them
Sky looked so gorgeous as it was sunset,
Still orangish and reddish in color, I love it!
Just for eye candy currently
I saw you and your wide forehead where I used to kiss
I miss doing that so and I hope I could do that right now in the middle of a crowded place with nobody around
Your presence frankly made my day
The soul of childish in me, cheering up
You gave a passionate smile again and again
"How I can forget this beautiful smile? He's just too perfect for me.."
I'm in love.. obviously, I love him more than I love myself..
The queue is usually full and a grumble of people hanging up there, but not that day
The bides of fans, I could hear the swing of them
Sky looked so gorgeous as it was sunset,
Still orangish and reddish in color, I love it!
Just for eye candy currently
I saw you and your wide forehead where I used to kiss
I miss doing that so and I hope I could do that right now in the middle of a crowded place with nobody around
Your presence frankly made my day
The soul of childish in me, cheering up
You gave a passionate smile again and again
"How I can forget this beautiful smile? He's just too perfect for me.."
I'm in love.. obviously, I love him more than I love myself..
He held my hand and
"Let's get a boat, sweetheart "
I remember he still held tight all my fingers through his left palm
He never let me go
His hands getting sweaty but he still held mine tight
He's not so tall, barely the same as me,
So easy to capture all figures on his face
I love those pink plum light lips,
Remind of Kpop artists and I don't think I need them when I already have my Korean fav guy
In front of me,
"Can I just stare at him all my lifetime? "
and I told him " I hate you. "
Unexpectedly, he pinched my rounded cheeks
"I love you too, sweetheart..Ever" ❤
"Let's get a boat, sweetheart "
I remember he still held tight all my fingers through his left palm
He never let me go
His hands getting sweaty but he still held mine tight
He's not so tall, barely the same as me,
So easy to capture all figures on his face
I love those pink plum light lips,
Remind of Kpop artists and I don't think I need them when I already have my Korean fav guy
In front of me,
"Can I just stare at him all my lifetime? "
and I told him " I hate you. "
Unexpectedly, he pinched my rounded cheeks
"I love you too, sweetheart..Ever" ❤
To be continued...
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